Friday, December 4, 2020

 16. Story Six

 

You have over one hundred hits on your story about meeting Mr. Press Reynolds when you were five and with your grandfather. Your heart notes it even as you are focused on editing Chapter Six for Grandma E. – Ms. Havisham.

 

1212. I am getting ready to start as this is a long story and may need more editing. I do enjoy working on the book this way, though – more relaxing. We have to stop by and give Kim and Gayle a bag of Ghirardelli chocolate squares – Kim gets the dark chocolate assortment without peppermint squares and Gayle the one with the peppermint square assortment. 1223.

 

Sitting in the car next to Gayle's place in north Clintonville (Columbus), you are contentedly waiting for Carol, who is no doubt chatting with her sister. You just completed your editing and are ready to drop the work into Grammarly Pro at home for artificial intelligence inspection and commentary. – Ms. H. 

 

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Here is Chapter Six; perhaps we should title these "Story Six" rather than Chapter? – Grandma Earth

 

Mr. Orndorff, what do you think? – Ms. H.

 

1642. Account Six might work, or Anecdote Six rather Chapter Six, or even Chronicle Six -- we could just use the numbered notes in red as titles without chapters. Titles should have a contextual sense to them. Nothing seems to fit. Perhaps Grandma Earth can come up with something. 1725.

 

What about simply using a written number used in Diplomat's Pouch and have Grandma Earth introduce the stories as anecdotal and let it go. – Ms. H. 

 

1731. That sounds good. 

 

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SIX

Grandma Earth begins. Destiny resides not in queens and kings or drones, for that matter; destiny resides in the species as a whole. Human beings need to rise up and become what they are, more humane. People come built with brains to survive. People come made with minds for compromising. 

It happened long ago on the large Isle off France's coast not far from where Canterbury town would rise in the later Celtic territory. Rolling hills and woods and streams and the beach not far away, not more than a day's walk at most. An apprentice shaman sat attempting to discover who he is while deep within, he is where the shaman must dance. Consistency isn't his hallmark. Bracc has long black hair with roughly built limbs and a log like trunk.

He has neither a comfortable stage-like appearance nor an unusual one such as a mask or prop that would benefit him in his storytelling. In those days, everyone knew storytelling demanded an authenticity that was so deep the person becomes someone or something else while sharing the story. The question afterward is usually, 'who was telling the story, who had the shaman become?'

Sometimes it is a bear, a fox, an ant, or a butterfly. Every so often, a story was told as if it one of the Dead of the tribe who had come back to say it. Everyone knew about ghosts and hauntings. Spirits were in all things living or not. People even whisper about an old legend that the stones move within themselves. Some said the larger stones have people frozen in them, particularly those large stones standing in the great circle at Salisbury Plain.

Young Bracc has the goal to tell a good story, but he does not know a unique narrative. The principal shaman understood the young man's problem and set a meaningful way for the young man to take a journey and return to tell his own story. The old man would watch and see how Bracc would do with an experienced audience, expecting to hear and demonstrate a useful and unique narrative.

The shaman takes young Bracc aside and says, "I will give you a project, and a story will come from it that is entirely your own. The elders are expecting a story sometime this year, but they don't know when."

Bracc's face lights up, "I am ready, Master. Give me the project, and I will test myself."

The Master speaks. "You must make a wooden frame, a small rectangle as you have been taught. Trim and tighten the four corners first with the binding of tin, then reinforce this with hemp. You will need three naked arrow shafts, crossing them near a center of your choice but make sure the six outer points can set outside the naked of bark framework."

"Yes, Master," says Bracc.

The Master continues, "Eye-set each outer point equidistance from the other so that it appears a six-pointed star. Before you attach the naked arrow shafts, dress each of them with four rounded and speared disks of straw, each two-finger knuckles in diameter. The disks must be able to move up and down their respective staffs."

"Yes, Master.".

The Master continues. "The vertical shaft will have a blue, then a red, then a white disk below, and below where the axis crosses the disk will be green. The top right diagonal shaft will have a green, then a yellow, and then a brown disk above the axis and a blue disk below the axis. The top left diagonal will have a cross disk, then orange, then a yellow above the axis, and a yellow disk below the axis. Three sliding disks above the axis and one sliding disk below on each shaft."

"Yes, Master," replies Bracc diligently. 

The Master adds, "Here are the directions. On the vertical middle shaft, a blue disk is placed about a knuckle down from the top. The red disk below with two knuckles between it and the upper blue disk, then two knuckles down from the red disk, is the white disk's placement. Do the same to begin the other disks, so they are similar in distances on their respective shafts. 

The shaman's apprentice, Bracc, loops the twine-like cord around and in and out around the bottom corner piece of the framework the Master had instructed him to prepare. He did not know what it was for, but he was happy that he was on his own to put it together. He would show the Master he could do things for himself. 

He took the cord and rolled it out from his left hand across his chest to his outstretched right hand. Three lengths, then he cut it, tied it to the piece he had already wrapped, and continued looping and tightening the cord to hold help hold the corner piece together. He had already taken tiny strips of tin and hammered them in the corners to keep them, but people liked the cord, not the metal. 

Bracc looks over the frame. It was a little more than an arm and a half in length and width, but it was a bit longer than wide. He had followed the Master's instructions to the letter. It is not a square, he thinks. It is not supposed to be a square like I thought it would be. He thinks his Master wants me to arrange them with six equally spaced outer points and have the shafts cross at the center. 

Bracc takes twelve straw humped disks he had made following the instructions. He sets out to coat each disk rim the color specified. He takes his brush of horsehair on a stick and dips it into one of several small clay thumb pots of paint. On one disk, he paints Moon white, then he paints three Suns yellow. He mixed the yellow with Mars red and, after several tries, settles for a pale orange, better that than pink-orange, he thinks. From orange, he paints one disk rim red. He cleans the horsehair and dips a blue thumb pot, and paints two disk rims sky blue. "I am in the sky," he says.

Green is the next color. Again, a change of horsehair. As he colors the disk, some of the green touches the disk's center. At first, he is upset but then concludes the green was supposed to touch the center. He then painted hills on both green trimmed disks. A change of horsehair, and he paints one disk brown like a Spring flood. One disk is painted white cloud. Bracc begins wondering which is making this device, his heart, or his mind? He has one color left and does not bother to change the horsehair as it is the color of night-black Death.

He watches the disk soak up black like black soaks up the day. This is too strong for me, he thinks. Of all the colors, I am the bluest color. I am in the sky. 

I will be color my skin blue when I tell my first shaman story by the fire. I will call myself Skye and be Bracc no longer. I will be blue and free of all but Grandmother Earth. She and I will be one in my mind. I will be one of the best of the storytellers with Grandmother's help. I will become a Master. My Master will be satisfied. Grandmother will be satisfied, and the listeners will be happy. That will be my goal at the end of each story. I will do my best to always end with everyone satisfied before the fire dies down, and we all sleep peacefully and soundly. May Mother Nature help me, he prays.

Then Bracc suddenly realizes the machinery will speak from the Dead's invisible place. The machinery I have created with the Master's direction shall tell a story that I am sure – will be a Revelation. This story engine is a Destiny Shaper for the audience. I, Bracc, am ready to tell my personal story.

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Bracc's Story to his First Audience

 

"We are each individual in our own way. As we are set up to be unique, we are free within the bounds of our own shells of skin and bone. We touch one another because touching is our destiny. Destiny is for our tribe. We are cousins to those in other tribes nearby, and they are cousins to those in other tribes nearby them. We know others of our tribe live far, far away from here through our stories." 

Bracc took time to point the cardinal directions, North, East, South, and West. It was then he surprised everyone. He also pointed up and then down. He continues, "Mother has given us a full moon tonight. Tomorrow we hope she will provide us with full sun. The moon moves across the sky in parts from nothing to complete in twenty-eight days, a moonth. The sun moves across the sky wholly, yet we know from stories that it also can move in parts when it wants to do so. When it does, the day sky becomes night before human eyes. The stars are seen. Then the moon marches on in opposite parts until it is whole again. This all happens within the four seasons that we have. This is a mystery of Mother Nature and Grandmother Earth." 

People understood. They were shaking their heads and even smiling at the prospect. Mother is very wise, that is always their conclusion. The Dead must make way for those yet to be born. 

Bracc begins again. "The Living are touched by the Dead in many ways. We are handled by the Dead inside our earth, our bodies, as they feel our Mother outside when they die. The Dead's world cannot be seen, but it can be known by the Dead themselves. I have a short story that one of Dead told me in passing.

 

People were suddenly amazed young Bracc would attempt such a complicated story. People had told them before, and many were horrifying. Others were pleasant enough to want to go there. It was confusing as to how it was to be dead. They sat, waiting to hear what young Bracc had to say. Most were skeptical because he was so young, and the young death seemed far away even though it struck them with surprise, sometimes sooner than any expected.

Bracc pulled his engine from the camouflage of green foliage and balanced it upright in his left hand. "What do you see?" he asks the elders.

"I know this," said one elder. "It is a story engine that the old shaman had you construct."

Bracc smiles. "It is a box of six sides," replies the elder.

"We only see one side of the box," says another with a joking though friendly banter in the audience.

With that, Bracc holds the device closer to the fire yet higher with both hands. The colored disks floated up the center shaft, he pulled the fame away slightly, and they would slowly fall down the center shaft. He did it again and again as he had practiced—warm air up, cooler air down. The disks appeared to magically dance on the center shaft. 

Even the diagonals seemed to dance slightly as he turned the framework to tilt those shafts to vertical. How do the disks come to move? Are spirits moving the disks? Bracc suddenly stops and stands between the structure and the fire. He says, "It is the Dead who stay still. The disk dances because we dance. We tell the stories, and the Dead quietly listen."

"What do the Dead listen with?" shouts one disbeliever.

They listen with all their heartansoul, so they do not forget what it was to be alive. We must be quiet when we attend the burial places to listen to the birds and all the other sounds of Nature. If they want to hear the Living, they listen through our ears as we will someday listen through the ears of the young. We are the framework I show you here. We have independent movements so that we may dance our own dance.

The machinery, the framework, suggests the other five sides are invisible. We have to imagine the sides through our senses. The Dead use this as their frame of reference, you see. He held it up. We are the other five sides to the Dead. In these six senses of the framework, we can touch the Dead, and the Dead can touch us. We know they can feel us. Many do, in our dreams and memories.

Our framework is in our heads. We are in our bones for the present. When we are dead, we are free of this framework, but that which is invisible in us, our hearts and our souls, will be visible on the other side. This is the reason the six points stick out from the frame and move into the air. It is not just to tell a story. It is to show a truth about our Nature, our invisible Nature.

"We have heard this all before," shouts the disbeliever.

 

Bracc stands, suddenly realizing the man was right. There is nothing new in what he said. The gimmick, the trick, was using the rising hot air to move the disks so that people thought it was magic like the Dead were moving the disks, which they weren't. It was nothing but hot air. It was a travesty.

 

I am a travesty, he thought. He felt his skin give up before he did. A storyteller I am not, but I shall be. Bracc flusters an honest face and, with a calm smile, replies to the entire audience, "It was the hot air that made the disk to rise. When I took the framework away from the flames, the disks slid down the wooden shafts. It was simple. I was trying to make a point, to show the Dead are still here. Now, humbled by the truth, I understand what it is to be one of the Dead."

 

With that, Bracc collapsed and died right there. He died of shame and embarrassment. He died because he ran out of imagination. 

 

The tribe learned a great lesson that day. Storytelling had to be correct to be real – no more stories about the Dead. We want only real tales in our tribe; this is what they proclaimed. Real stories are what the tribe heard from then on.

The elders decided that since Bracc had told his story just before he died, it shows the truth. The story was told by one who was closer to death than he or anyone else thought. People in the tribe understood a truth within themselves. 

When the elders told the rest of the tribe what had happened, many wondered about Bracc's story engine for a long time. Were there really six sides to the frame when they could only see one? No one knew. No one alive will ever know. This is what they rationally concluded.

 

The tribe kept the one side they could see and touch. An appropriate empty space was left around the frame among a small grove of Oak in case, Bracc's hand-built story engine really did have a six-sided structure. The open area surrounding the frame Bracc built became a sacred space. The storyline that came from nothing but imagination could still be something. It requires deeper understanding -- a mind that is next to nothing. 

This is the end of Bracc's story. Today we have heard all of these things on thousands of different levels, but Bracc's was one of the first. Some of you Readers were there and heard it first in real-time. The thoughts are in your genes, you see, both the storytelling and the listening. That's the way it is. Who am I? Grandma Earth, your earlier earthy Nature, I am your DNA ever moving forward into this world. Next to nothing, who else would Grandma be? Gray bones beget more gray bones. 

* * *

Can nothing be something Nature sent? 

Nothing quite common is nothing enchained.

 

Where else in the world is nothing time-bent?

This profane nothing is mind's cathedral contained.

 

From Grandma's white well-dentalled gums, 

This next-to-Nothing story's conclusion comes.

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You finished the story. Run it through Grammarly Pro one more time, then drop it in above. – Ms. Havisham

 

2315. I feel this needs more work, but that's for later—time to move on. 

 

I agree. Ms. H. - Let's publish as-is. 

 

 

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Thursday, December 3, 2020

 15. Creative Consciousness Background

 

While researching something else, you came across a doctor's note about a brain scan you had some years ago. Ms. H.

 

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Here is what Dr. Ten Pas said as she went through your MRI brain scans and blood work. 

         You have a small benign tumor between the two halves of the brain. Not to worry, as it should not grow further as you are older. Your cerebellum looks very healthy. The rest of your brain looks good except for a bit of hardening of the arteries at the top left of the lateral ventricle (the central cavity). This has been caused by high blood pressure even though the blood pressure has been treated on and off since 1960 (mostly on since 1972). You have no autoimmune diseases and no inflammations in the brain. You do not have multiple sclerosis though this was suggested as a problem. You do have:

12.6: Occipital neuralgia  (15 Nov. 08)

The IHS description of occipital neuralgia is the following: occipital neuralgia is a paroxysmal jabbing pain in the distribution of the greater or lesser occipital nerves, accompanied by diminished sensation or dysaesthesiae in the affected area. It is commonly associated with tenderness over the nerve concerned. Diagnostic criteria are:

A. Pain is felt in the distribution of greater or lesser occipital nerves.

You awoke at two and lay in bed until almost three. Your legs feel better, and you wonder if it is because you lowered your dose of Gabapentin to 300mg a day rather than 600mg. You have concluded you have a hypersensitivity to the drug and that you are weaning yourself off it. Dr. Ten Pass’s office called and asked if you wanted to try another drug, but you did not return the call as you are still feeling the effects of the Gabapentin. As for the transcutaneous electrical nerve stimulation, you have had enough of that also as you are still feeling the effects on your neck and the top of your left shoulder.  (7 Dec 08)

Selected from -- https://encountersinmind.blogspot.com/search?q=temporal+lobe

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"The above collaborates with my hospital witnessing ‘glitch in the left temporal lobe in the mid-eighties. Once or twice in that decade, I felt I had a seizure of some kind and mentioned it to the doctor, but nothing was detected."

 

Selected from "Notes – Ch.2 of book, Imagine . . .", 26 March 2012, "Encounters in Mind" Blog; https://encountersinmind.blogspot.com

 

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There is one more document I would like you to add here for reference. Ms. H. 

 

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Orbicularis oculi is a sphincter muscle around the eye and acts, in general, to narrow the eye-opening and close the orbit of the eye. This muscle has important functions in protecting and moistening the eye as well as in expressive displays. These muscles constrict skin around the eye, reduce the eye-opening, and close the eye. It has three parts, an outer or orbital part, an inner or palpebral part in the eyelids, and a small lacrimal part near the tear duct. The outer part originates in the medial part of the orbit and runs around the eye via the upper eye cover fold and lid and returns in the lower eyelid to the palpebral ligament; the palpebral part originates in the palpebral ligament and runs above and below the eye to the lateral angle of the eye. These two muscles form concentric circles around the eye. The action of the palpebral part is often involuntary, as in the blink reflex.

Orbicularis oculi is innervated by zygomatic and frontal branches of the facial nerve (VII) and is supplied with blood by the superficial temporal and facial arteries.

www.face-and-emotion.com/dataface/expression/o_oculi.html

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Sympathetic

Both the levator and the orbicularis are striped and voluntary. However, there are unstriped fibers which are involuntary and of the sympathetic branch of the autonomic nervous system

Orbicularis oculi responses to trigeminal and median nerve stimuli Occipital neuralgia

Also selected and edited from -- Selected from -- https://encountersinmind.blogspot.com/search?q=temporal+lobe / and Wikipedia

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A part of myself, a representative of Richard's human spirit, his heartansoulanmind, works through the temporal lobe and the cerebellum. This is the same pathway that his spirit friend, Amorella (imaginary or not), worked. Amorella considered herself from the spirit world; however, in this blog, I consider myself spiritual in the upper reaches of that Cosmic Microwave Background mentioned after yesterday's blog. 

 

In Mr. Orndorff's blogs: "Encounters in Spirit" and "Old Man on a Study." I was represented as Richard's soul, and my name was oSoul. Here I am not, as this is a different setting and circumstance. Grandma Earth referred to the CMB as a "creative consciousness background – a background from when The Creator in that story became G-D is G-D in a metaphorical and allegorical story setting. These stories are not intended to be nonfiction, but they are stories to set forth a spiritual sense in human understanding for personal meditation and comfort if desired. – Ms. Havisham

 

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This is Grandma Earth. The upcoming sixth chapter story is long, so I will include it in tomorrow's blog post. Bracc is the main character, and he tells a story to his audience, his tribe. The concluding circumstance charges the audience to decide whether Bracc's story was "true" in the sense of human understanding or not. If the story is true, then it is an important story, perhaps one worth dying for. Until tomorrow, then. – Grandma

 

The story is over five thousand words, as I've read it. Mr. Orndorff may do some further editing before Grandma Earth's presentation. – Ms. Havisham

 

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Wednesday, December 2, 2020

 14a. a haunting echo / 14b. story five

 

You had quite a few hits on Facebook yesterday and today. Two of your former students live nearby. You feel good for having shared the material. – Ms. Havisham

 

1126. I do, and I am surprised that people were interested. Thank you for suggesting sharing. It feels odd to thank a part of myself, but . . . obviously, I am several parts; that is, my persona is diffused. It is strange to become conscious of a part of myself that is not connected to my heartansoulanmind; that is, the human spirit is something else again, and being human in itself is also something. The consciousness that tells me that even within being 'human' aside from heartansoulanmind, there is an afterglow, if you will, of creating the universe. This afterglow has a spirit all its own, perhaps the same spirit in all things living and not – a sense of 'being' as apart from not being. I don't remember thinking about this before. Perhaps it is possible that some people do not connect with the heartansoulanmind, the drive of being more than just existing, though existing is something in itself. 1140.

 

You drift into wonderment and imagination toying with the concept of there may be more your being human than what you have experienced, that in separating your spirit in a genuine sense, you find there is still something in being, in life and consciousness, that has to do with 'knowing' there is a separate dimension between being consciously alive and consciously something more; and perhaps something less than consciously alive but still being, as in a rock or stone is in being though not alive as such. A hum, if you will, of consciousness in all things that do not move of their own accord; but are at the same time physical matter. – Ms. H.  

 

1153. A universal sense of a non-spiritual consciousness exists, of being a part of continuous creation, an echo of being First Causation, a haunting echo of The Creator becoming G-D is G-D. 1157. 

 

At least you have worked this thinking through to a resting point. Enough for today. Take a break, and Grandma Earth will return with another story, Chapter Five. – Ms. Havisham

 

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Science Alert

 

SPACE

An Astronomer Has Searched The Universe For a Potential Message From Its Creator 

MICHELLE STARR

 

2 DECEMBER 2020 

 

The Universe is a mysterious place. We don't know why it exists, and there are many unanswered questions as to how. But what if it was created, on purpose, by an intelligent entity? Is there some way we could find out?

In 2005, a pair of physicists proposed that if there was a Creator, they could have encoded a message in the background radiation of the Universe, leftover from when the light was first unleashed to flow freely through space. This light is called the cosmic microwave background(CMB).

Astrophysicist Michael Hippke of Sonneberg Observatory in Germany and Breakthrough Listen has gone looking for this message, translating temperature variations in the CMB into a binary bitstream.

What he recovered appears to be utterly meaningless.

Hippke's paper describing his methods and findings has been uploaded to pre-print server arXiv, (and is thus yet to be peer-reviewed); the work includes the extracted bitstream so other interested parties can study it for themselves.

The cosmic microwave background is an incredibly useful relic of the early Universe. It dates back to around 380,000 years after the Big Bang. Before this, the Universe was completely dark and opaque, so hot and dense that atoms couldn't form; protons and electrons were flying around in the form of ionised plasma.

As the Universe cooled and expanded, those protons and electrons could combine to form neutral hydrogen atoms in what we call the epoch of recombination. Space became clear, and light could move freely through it for the first time.

This first light is still detectable today, albeit very faintly, suffusing all known space. That's the CMB. Since the early Universe was not uniform, density variations at the epoch of recombination manifest today in very slight fluctuations in the CMB temperature.

Because of this ubiquity, theoretical physicists Stephen Hsu of the University of Oregon and Anthony Zee of the University of California, Santa Barbara argued - entirely theoretically - that the CMB would make the perfect billboard on which to leave a message that would be visible to all technological civilisations in the Universe.

"Our work does not support the Intelligent Design movement in any way whatsoever," they wrote in their 2006 paper, "but asks, and attempts to answer, the entire scientific question of what the medium and message might be IF there was actually a message."

They proposed that a binary message could be encoded in the temperature variations in the CMB. This is what Hippke has attempted to find - first by addressing the claims made by Hsu and Zee, and then by using the data to try and find a message.

"[Hsu and Zee's] assumptions were, first, that some superior Being created the Universe. Second, that the Creator actually wanted to notify us that the Universe was intentionally created," Hippke wrote.

"Then, the question is: How would they send a message? The CMB is the obvious choice because it is the largest billboard in the sky and is visible to all technological civilisations. Hsu and Zee continue to argue that a message in the CMB would be identical to all observers across space and time and that the information content can be reasonably large (thousands of bits)."

There are, Hippke found, several problems with these claims. The first is that the CMB is still cooling. It started at about 3,000 Kelvin; now, 13.4 billion years later, it's 2.7 Kelvin. As the Universe continues to age, eventually, the CMB will become undetectable. It may take another 10 duodecillion years (1040), but the CMB will fade.

Putting that aside, physicists found back in 2006, in response to Hsu and Zee's paper, that it's improbable the CMB would appear exactly the same in the sky to different observers in different locations. Besides, Hippke argues, we can't see the entire CMB because of foreground emission from the Milky Way. And we only have one sky to measure, which presents an inherent statistical uncertainty in every cosmological observation we make.

Based on these constraints, Hippke estimates that the information content would be much lower than that proposed by Hsu and Zee - just 1,000 bits. This gave him a good framework for the actual search for the message.

The Planck satellite and the Wilkinson Microwave Anisotropy Probe (WMAP) both observed and recorded the temperature fluctuations in the CMB. From these datasets, Hippke extracted his bitstream, comparing the results from each dataset to find matching bits.

The first 500 bits of the message are pictured below. The black values were identical in both Planck and WMAP datasets and are thought to be accurate with a 90 percent probability. The red deviate values; Hippke chose the Planck values, and they are only accurate with a 60 percent probability.

binary(M. Hippke, arXiv, 2020)

Changing the values, he found, did not improve the situation. Searching the On-Line Encyclopedia of Integer Sequences returned no convincing results nor shifted the data to approximate the infinite future.

"I find no meaningful message in the actual bit-stream," Hippke wrote.

"We may conclude that there is no obvious message on the CMB sky. Yet it remains unclear whether there is (was) a Creator, whether we live in a simulation, or whether the message is printed correctly in the previous section, but we fail to understand it."

Whether or not any of these options is the case, the CMB has a lot more to tell us, as beautifully noted in a 2005 response to Hsu and Zee.

"The CMB sky does encode a wealth of information about the structure of the cosmos and possibly about the nature of physics at the highest energy levels," wrote physicists Douglas Scott and James Zibin of the University of British Columbia.

"The Universe has left us a message all on its own."

Hippke's paper can be read in full on arXiv.

 

Selected and edited from – sciencealert.com

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Scientists have tried, but so far, they have been denied. – Ms. H. 

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The Cosmic Microwave Background mentioned in the article above appears apropos to Orndorff's recent creative consciousness background hypothesis. Not too far afield, I have a metaphysical theme in a working Chapter Five for your preview. – Grandma Earth

 

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CHAPTER FIVE

This story happened several thousand years ago. It was on an island off Southeast Asia. A woman and a man sit arguing which of the gods they want to place on their porch. The woman's goddess is kind and generous to a fault, and she thought that it would be appropriate to show their guest, whoever sheorhe was, that the guest is always welcome to their home.

The man replies that he feels his god best because he is the home's defender. This will show the guest that although sheorhe is welcome, home security is more important than hospitality—the two fight about this situation off and on during the next year. The two homeowners attempt to agree that each is better off choosing neither; than choosing the wrong one.

One might think the god and goddess would be offended because neither could stand by the door, but this is not the case. 

In time the couple breaks into a physical battle because each strongly feels herorhis choice is better. She stabs him with a knife, and he strikes her with an ax. Both die. However, both continue fighting in a place after physical death that I, Grandma, call heavenanhellbothorneither. I don't think the spiritual remnants of either human being realize that each is physically dead even today. This is because the battle continues to be a metaphysical question. The highly conscious human minds of the once Living continue in an ethereal state, depending on herorhis mindset, heavenanhellbothorneither. I see the humor here, but those in battle don't see it that way. Too bad.

Grandma grins sharply and adds to the dilemma, "Those who consider the mind to be the same weight as the brain it stems from might consider how many human minds can be put on the head of a pen. No need for Angels here."

* * *

A story state is a quantum state in these two little quatrains,

On how the ethereal mind is separated from the brains.

 

You measure once, you measure twice, and much to your surprise.

How fast and long the logic runs for the brain to theorize.

 

My goddess sits here; your god sits there on a porch laid bare.

The body to the brain sits stuck as the mind runs, seemingly unaware.

 

Yet, all the while, from Grandma Earth's tooth-filled gums.

Something new, yet familiar to the mind, this way comes.

* * *

Like other consciousnesses on the planet, human beings only have so much to work within their thinking. These simple matters are time, distance, circumstance, relationships with their own kind, as well as health, memory, and experience in every daily setting. – Grandma Earth

 

Different orders of priority for each individual at any given time and circumstance. Have a good evening. – Ms. Havisham

 

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Tuesday, December 1, 2020

 13. my FB page today

Earlier today, you posted some photos of your wintery backyard and beyond on Facebook, something you have not done before. The photos and your commentary belong on this blog for their authenticity and because you had no prior thought on publishing them here. – Ms. Havisham

2048. I don't really see that what I publish on my Facebook page has any relevance to this blog. This blog is between you, Ms. H., and Grandma Earth, and the focus on this on the pre-publication of a book based on "Grandma's Stories" in The Merlyn's Mind series. 2051. The Facebook piece was not thought out in advance. It was a pretty winter day, and the snow looks refreshingly seasonable.

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From Sunroom in Winter / Orange Township / Delaware Co. / Westerville, Ohio - just southeast of Alum Creek Dam and east of Africa Road and I-71. 


This area was the Underground Railroad. The freed slaves stayed right here on this farmland to travel further north. This is still sacred territory as far as I am concerned. Here is why. 

I met a man who had been born and raised a slave who lived on West Walnut in Westerville. I don't remember my thoughts at the meeting other than I was with my grandfather, Clell Orndorff, who resided at Knox and Walnut. I was standing three doors west on an old side porch, and Mr. Press Reynolds was standing on the porch with the screen door open. The house paint of the small one-story house was blue. With kind old eyes, Mr. Reynolds was like one of those granite stones that lined west to east across the street at Otterbein Cemetery. Mr. Reynolds told me he took the name of Press because, at twelve, he worked a tobacco press at the Reynolds Plantation in Virginia. He took the last name of Reynolds as he was friends with one of the owners' sons. The son and his wife still came up once a year and took Mr. Reynolds and his wife out to Sunday dinner. I was five, but I thought that was a wonderful thing to do, and so did my grandfather in the summer of 1947.

 

From the Sunroom

  


 

From the Living Room

 


From the Master Bedroom - just beyond the trees is the old Underground Railroad/ Africa Road with Alum Creek Dam less than half a mile beyond it. The black and white cat is Jadah (she has green eyes and is full of cleverness and wit.)



Selected and edited from my Facebook Page, December 1, 2020. 

 

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This is worth the showing. Good night. – Ms. H. 

 

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Monday, November 30, 2020

 12. seasonal thoughts

You have an inch of snow this evening. At dusk, you turned on the tree lights in your front bedroom window and also your small tree light post with a flickering post light on top, and tonight you left the ceiling porch lights off for a softer appearance with the outside garage lights and lights directed to the front of the house on. With the snow, it looks much more like a Christmas scene. – Ms. Havisham 

2216. I really don't feel like I am enjoying the Christmas scenery all that much. Carol decided to put some interior, seasonal items out, which is okay, she likes doing that, but I am not that religiously oriented. 2218

No, you are not at all, as a matter of fact, but your spiritual self is satisfied with what efforts you have put into the season so far. These efforts are more heart oriented that soul. – Ms. H. 

2221. I cannot imagine my soul having any part of this cultural scenery. I don't mind the season, and I like seeing the lights, etc., on most of our small neighborhood homes. If I remember right, we have forty-four, all small Craftsman-style houses, and yards of early last century. We have no street lighting, but each house has a similar yard pole light that lights automatically and is on until dawn. We like the simple, straightforward effect. Soft scene, but it is not heavy on the Hallmark Christmas card. I think of my soul being more interested in walking through the woods, night or day (when I could walk more steadily). I like solstice both Winter and Summer. One of my favorite times in all my life is when I had a morning paper route in Minerva Park. I first carried the Ohio State Journal, then when they folded, I carried the Citizen Journal. Few would be up. The papers were dropped off on our driveway about five o'clock or so every morning. I walked my route most of the time. No matter what the weather, I enjoyed the quiet walk. I was following the natural order, in sync with the stars and/or early morning light. It was nothing like the First Presbyterian Church, much more informal and natural, a being one with Nature and its own rules of time, setting, and place. 2242.

You have written the way you remember it, being one with the greater nature of the world and universe, but you forget that a greater part of the Christmas scene to you was the birth of Jesus, who is to you, an example of the better angels of human nature. – Ms. H. 

2244. Those are my thoughts, true; though I don't think on them so much – perhaps I do think on them – in terms of my hope that our species lives up to its better angels. 2246. 

Good thoughts, Mr. Orndorff. All for tonight. – Ms. H. 

2248. We didn't even have much of a discussion; I'm rather surprised. 

None of this is new to you, Mr. Orndorff; you just don't often give it much outward consideration. – Ms. H. 

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