* * *
January 2, 2021
Good morning, Mr. Orndorff. Your passion for writing has ebbed away for the present, perhaps permanently. Basically, your purpose has eroded away with the realization that it was a false cause stemming from misplaced guilt perhaps, who knows. This is how your heart and mind see it. After your reflections on your soul, you realize this was most likely misplaced also – wishful thinking if nothing else. I would say your intent was innocent, but you don't want to believe that because you don't trust your 'inner voices' as much as you used to. You would like to broadly put these four blogs in the category of 'Misunderstandings or Misinterpretations' in the sense you wished you could help make the world a better place as long as you were here. Do you agree? – Ms. Havisham
0905. I hoped I would have made a greater contribution, but a career in consistently attempting to teach young people to be more thoughtful, reasonable, and scholarly each year is positive in my own mind. I hope I did no one any permanent harm in my life. 0910.
Do not take the blog down as of yet, but let's take a sabbatical, so to speak. Ms. Havisham
* * *
