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January 23, 2021

 

Today is Carol's birthday; it has been very relaxing so far, and presently she is taking a nap before heading over to Kim and Paul's for supper. You are making baked beans and sauerkraut for the bratwurst sausages, etc. – Once home yesterday, you did not work on more chapters.

 

1459. In Chapter Forty-One, Diplomat begins research on a nearly invisible Alien Presence. I need to drastically change this aspect of the book or drop it altogether because of the Soki. 

 

Diplomat believes she has a heartansoulanmind just as Richard the writer believes he has a heartansoulanmind. Stop here for the time being. Post this material. – Ms. Havisham

 

2222. This is an interesting new theme. Diplomat feels she has a heartansoulanmind, but she doesn't realize that I am the writer. Existentially, $ she is caught up in the environment she has grown up in. She does not want to accept that she is a character in a book, not of her own making. – Really, she is not that much different than me. – How odd is this? I know I am in a greater setting that is not of my own making. I didn't ask to be in this life, but science brought me along. At an earlier time, I would have probably died, being about two pounds with born. My first real decision was joining the church when I did not have my heartansoul in it, only my mind, into it. I have Chapter Forty-Two in hand, but I am not complete with it. 

 

Diplomat has created a 'conditional' soul for herself by her heartanmind. She is no different than Ship in his artificial intelligence (mind), but he created his heart and then his soul; at least, he is hopeful of having a soul. We need to parallel this with Diplomat and with Richard, the writer who now accepts he really has a soul because he 'understands' that G-D is real. Who is to say, after all, G-D is G-D. Thus all things/situations are possible (though not probable)? Post. – Ms. Havisham

 

2241. Unbelievable. What a twist. What haunting thoughts.

 

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