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February 21, 2021

 

0951. Sunday morning. I no longer feel that I have anything else to say, i.e., I feel my written feelings/opinions/stories are no longer necessary to share, and I wonder why I ever thought it was necessary to share? 0958.

 

Late morning. Carol is sitting up on the bed reading a Lee Child novel, you are sitting to the 'old' now broken black chair, and the cats are asleep elsewhere. For whatever reasons you are no longer a 'writer'. You are no longer an interested audience for your fingers on the keyboard. – Ms. Havisham

 

1120. I am indifferently detached from whom I was. 

 

We can use this for sanding and smoothing Diplomat's Pouch as they no longer appear to be your words. – Ms. H.

 

1124. It is certainly not a necessity. 

 

No, but we can make it as a monument to what you were, a gravestone. – Ms. H.

 

1128. I have no need for a monument, and I already have a gravestone. 

 

So much the better. It becomes a tribute to who you were, to whom you wished to be remembered as. – Ms. H. 

 

1132. I don't feel I ever wished to be remembered. I don't care whether I am remembered or not. Our generation will soon be gone. We will be remembered by our children's generation and their children, that will basically be the end of our personal selves. We will all be names on gravestones or ashes mixed with other elements of the planet. Silent remanences of whom we were, living individual consciousness. No further memories wished or needed any longer -– heartsansoulsanminds returned to G-D for protracted comfort. 1241.

 

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February 22, 2021

 

Afternoon but before one o'clock. You had a bath and are refreshed, so to speak. Today, let's complete the re-edited Diplomat's Pouch without the 'spirits'. – Ms. Havisham

 

1722. I am feeling an emotional and passion-oriented settling in terms of writing "without the spirits". I no longer need them. I understand what I understand without faith. How can I convey this in this modified story? 

 

This is your question, Mr. Orndorff. "How can you convey having an understanding of G-D without utilizing the hope provided by religious faith and without discounting such faith for those who need it to support their individual religious nature?" – Ms. Havisham

 

1754. I need to put this question in the form of the thesis statement.

 

This novel shows a marsupial humanoid's robotic machine's developing a personal relationship with G-D without the need for faith. – Ms. Havisham

 

 

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First Thesis Statement for new Computer-oriented Novel

 

This speculative fiction shows an alien-built human-like computer developing a personal relationship with G-D within the sense of reason rather than faith. 

 

Unique words – 90%; Rare words – 14%; Word length – 5,4 words/sentence; Sentence Length – 15.5 words/sentence. 

 

Reading written for some college background says Grammarly.

 

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Nearly bedtime. You are meeting Kim for breakfast at Scramblers at 0855. Carol has a hair appointment at Kenneth's at 1015. You have a haircut at 1330, and you have supper with Cathy and Tod at 1600. Carol has her second Covid-19 vaccination at 10 o'clock on Wednesday. – Ms. H.

 

2259. Some early changes will occur; one will probably be no aliens. This takes place on Earth, secretly, and in the present.

 

Good choice. Post. – Ms. H.